You think I'd learn
Why do I do it?
mas·och·ism ( P ) Pronunciation Key (ms-kzm)
A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences.
I know what will happen when I look back over stuff that means so much to me. It will make me miss it all so much more, yet I'm drawn to it like a moth to a flame.
The special nuances a word can hold. The way it was written, the expression it was said with. I can close my eyes and hear every word even though it was only written. I can hear how it would have been said. I can hear it all so clearly.
God I miss it.
The most treasured of all was written June 20, 2005, at 2:44:58. Little did I know that 40 hours later my world as I knew it then, would never be the same again.
Tomorrow is supposed to be start of a new adventure.
I'm feeling nothing like starting it.
mas·och·ism ( P ) Pronunciation Key (ms-kzm)
A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences.
I know what will happen when I look back over stuff that means so much to me. It will make me miss it all so much more, yet I'm drawn to it like a moth to a flame.
The special nuances a word can hold. The way it was written, the expression it was said with. I can close my eyes and hear every word even though it was only written. I can hear how it would have been said. I can hear it all so clearly.
God I miss it.
The most treasured of all was written June 20, 2005, at 2:44:58. Little did I know that 40 hours later my world as I knew it then, would never be the same again.
Tomorrow is supposed to be start of a new adventure.
I'm feeling nothing like starting it.
posted by NansBigLittleGirl @ 10:24 pm
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